baby girl, once he'd cheated, you'll always have that seeded in your head about trust issue. you're vary analytical which is great. it means that you're able to see the problem or relationship from a third point of view. also you're very young to start things over again. just don't worry about that. do what is good for you and your kids; these two things are very important. if you decided to marry the player, see it. picture what i would be like. i know it's hard to leave your comfort zone. but you're not happy with your current situation, right? so, do the right thing, see it clearly; do what an analytical person would do.Hey... Ronnie here... Perhaps my story could be of some help to you For the past 6 months or so now I've been a member of this penis enlargement program website which has worked amazing for me.... I'm 1/2-1/2 japanese/chinese.. and unfortunately, at least for me, the steriotypes about asians rang true.. after I hit the end of puberty at like 18, I was about 5"10 height(which btw is pretty tall for most of asian ethnicity) and downstairs I was only 5 inches when fully erect...I did some research and found out that I was almost 1 1/2 inches below average... However ive had about 3 girlfriends and the first two never complained or said anything about it, so i always assumed everything was fine. This was until my last girlfriend who was a total bitch... Her I was with for like 4 months until she broke up with me, seemingly for no reason... So when i asked why she had done it she snapped back at me saying how she could no longer "put up" with me or my "baby dick" .. I kind of just shrugged this off because I didn't really care all too much about the girl anyway.. but the latter of what she said stuck with and ate away at me inside. So eventually I came across this one penis enlargement website that caught my eye and i signed up for it.. Over these past 6 months using all the material and support in their member section... i'm now measuring in at just a little under 6.75! It's definetely not as much as they told me i would gain in that period of time, but im still more than satisfied... because now jamie can take her stupid lil insults and shove it. lol ANYWAYS sorry for the rambling, their website's .. http://www.penisadv.pcti-system.com .. and it's basically a natural way of enlarging your penis through various different "exercises"... the science behind it is something to the effect of destroying cell tissue in the shaft of ur penis through specialized exercises, then not like-but similar to a muscle... when it heals and rejuvenates- these damaged/killed cells grow back larger, therefore expanding your shaft... whats interesting too when you research into these special methods these exercises and so forth, will see that these are actually what ancient indian tribes used to do way back in the day to enlarge their penises. Hope I was of some help to you my friend, and I wish you the best of luck!A condom will help with the sentive nature of what you are doing. Also the more he practices the better his control. It does take time.